Monday, August 18, 2008
Went out for picnic with my frens recently...
I was very excited about the picnic. i felt so blessed with the groups of mine outside frens. we were having fun and having our meals together. I would say its a blessing that that was the 1st time i was out with my frens for their 1st picnic :). Well on our way there we were hoping that there was no rain. But after we reached Pasir ris MRT. it started dizzing. So we went to one of the nearest block and avoid ourselves from getting wet. After the rain stopped. we went straight to Pasir ris park. And we found a good spot for us to picnic. after we settled dowwn the rain came again. Haha, at that point of time we were so confused and we quickly get all our food covered and we took our raincoats and umbrella. Haha, after awhile the rain stopped again. followed by the sun came out :). i was like Thanks God for the sun :).
Have been out of church for 2 weeks...
Guys, i just wana tell you that i wasnt in a good mood for last 2 weeks... i was pretty tired and i m having some struggles that i hasnt get it off my chest... Well for me this pain that i m going through now, its kinda sensitive. Well yesturday while i was talking to my frens outside. Auntie Jomah called me to ask me how had i been this few days. Cause i hasnt been to church for 2 weeks. Hmmm.... I guess you guys know me well... I am sorry to tell you guys that i m not sure if i m going to church next week and so on... i might just get out of this church... I am really confused...
Saturday, June 28, 2008
I felt so blessed and i enjoyed myself yesturday (:
Well yesturday, when we reached pasir ris park. When we wanted to rent 4 mountain bikes, when we were chosing the bikes, and when one of my friend chose one for himself. The rental ower told us that theres 4 mountain bikes outside which cost us $5 per hr. But we wanted to rent it for 2 hrs so it cost us $8 and i was so suprised that the 4 mountains bikes are at the same brand. (:
Well we took some pictures of it. (:
While we were cycling around pasir ris park we also stopped somewhere to take some pictures. (: But i onli have one with me. (:
Sunday, June 1, 2008
I feel so Blessed today :)
In the past, i used to think that no one care for me, no one love me, no one bother about me. Sometimes i would think that i m having alot my friends around me. but that time i was feeling very lonely even i m in a crowd. So i will just walk around myself just not to be bored. i also duno who i am, what am i doing, so i think that why should i be living in this world. My life is so meaningless. But this is all my thinking in the past.For now, my thinking is different. :) Today two of my friends ministered to me. They told me alot of words of healing that really heal my wound in my heart. :) They told me that we all love you, we all care for you, we are concern about you. I really thank god for the friends that are given by him.
This Afternoon, when i was at yyb worshiping, i cried when i saw the crucifixtion scene of Jesus. Whenever i saw him been crucified, i will cry for sure, and that even draw me closer to god, because of his great love. While i was crying i saw him holding our sins which is on the cross, and been whacked till he fall down, that time i cried even deeper. I was telling myself. I keep running away from him, escaping from my problems, keep fearing and shutted down myself from my friends of yyb. But he still died on the cross for my sins. That time i felt very guility for what i did. After today i just found out that what my thinking in the past was wrong. I also found out how much they had loved me. Just that i dont bother to open up my heart to them.
After which, i just found out that all my true friends are at yyb. :) After which, i also wanted to thank god that he showed me whats my problems. My problems are at my thinking and my mindset.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Quite Satisfied today :)
Yesturday night, i wasn't in a good mood. As i really open up my heart to my beloved mother. I told my mum why i wasn't in a good mood that day. As on that day i duno why i will just lose my temper easily. Maybe i m jealous of something, or maybe i m angry about something which was always in my heart... i just having this jealousy anger in my heart for a long time. but the jealousy anger i m having in heart now, it was sensitive for me to open up to my friends... so what should i do? i dun even know myself... i just like to live in my own world, all the friends i m having in school now was quite good... Since there is a girl that i need to stayed away from, which is from my class. But i dun really mind. Because thats what God wanted me to do.Today afternoon, when i reached home. i went in to my room. i saw a note that was written by my mum. At that moment of time. i knew that my mum had loved me alot. She even wrote one chinese christian song for me. Which i liked it alot. :)