Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Quite Satisfied today :)
Yesturday night, i wasn't in a good mood. As i really open up my heart to my beloved mother. I told my mum why i wasn't in a good mood that day. As on that day i duno why i will just lose my temper easily. Maybe i m jealous of something, or maybe i m angry about something which was always in my heart... i just having this jealousy anger in my heart for a long time. but the jealousy anger i m having in heart now, it was sensitive for me to open up to my friends... so what should i do? i dun even know myself... i just like to live in my own world, all the friends i m having in school now was quite good... Since there is a girl that i need to stayed away from, which is from my class. But i dun really mind. Because thats what God wanted me to do.Today afternoon, when i reached home. i went in to my room. i saw a note that was written by my mum. At that moment of time. i knew that my mum had loved me alot. She even wrote one chinese christian song for me. Which i liked it alot. :)
Friday, May 23, 2008
I really miss the time during green beret
i just duno why, i miss the time that i spent my time with my friends of yyb during the time of green beret. yesturday night i was singing a few songs from my green beret book. while the time i was singing those songs. it really reminds me about the time i spent my time together with my friends of yyb at green beret. i was thinking the time we worship together, opening up our hearts, share of what we had learn at the end of the day. i really miss those times at green beret. every single time i think of that, i will just feel like crying out, as i really miss those days. All the rebukes we have, all the things we had learn at green beret. i really miss those times...
Thursday, May 22, 2008
My life is so meaningless
i didnt report today... overslept. hmm... duno why everytime i just could not focused on what i have to do. Or i just duno what can i do for every particullar day. So everytime, i will just walk around and slack like no one business...what can i do? maybe nothing... duno why i just find my whole life so meaningless. other then playing pool for just entertaining myself. After that i dun really know what can i do. Out of sudden i dont have any ambition in mind for my incoming future life time. Everyday after i got dismissed from school. i will just go some shopping centre nearby and just walk around like no one business. I dun even know what am i doing down there. i just dun feel like going home after school. i will be bored till i will go out and walk around again. i just dun have anything to do every single day that i am in.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
I felt so happy today but abit close up...
God is really great. he who turns all of my sorrow into joy. :) I felt so happy today, as there are new comers at yah yo babes! :) i am still learning to open up my heart to my friends of yyb. The happiest thing for today is, Paul has come back to the Kingdom of God :). when i saw him today at the main svc. I was so delighted. i was so suprised by the return of Paul :)
I LOVE PLAYING POOL ! :)